Memories fading with time .


Wednesday, October 28, 2009
true love my ass. at 12:14 AM

I can do without you. (:
bastard.
TEEHEE.
;x
xoxo,
you know you love me



Wednesday, October 21, 2009
nothing. at 10:17 PM

21 Oct o9.
went to peninsula w Liping today to get her tragus done and mah gooooooo. haha . treated her to kfc , see i so nice -.- . lol ! nothing much to say . the shoe was found at suntec. HEEHEE .
just that the left side of my back is hurting. quite badly . heh.

[edit]
i guess its clear enough to everyone that you don't love him anymore, :] but maybe it'll be better if you gave him another chance. that's all he's hoping for now and i bet you know that too. maybe deep inside you still have feelings for him. idk. after today , i realised how much he still loves you. how much he lied to me for you. (; so , be sure that he'll be true to you if you decided to give him a second chance.
[/edit]
i srsly hope he'll stop disturbing you.
i apologise for the crude blogpost i made the other day. it was uncouth of me i know.

ps ; its not my fault i'm not able to get darker :D .

its over . :B .
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, October 20, 2009
at 10:33 PM

19th Oct o9
thanks BB , and sisters Liping and Chinyi for being there through out for me. it was torturous , the 2 hours. i love you guys. loads. the little signs of encouragement, pats on the arm when i cringed, verbal encouragement. letting me dig my nails into your hands till you couldn't tahan (BB) heehees! i wanted to give it up halfway. it hurt quite abit.

now i just need you to shhhhhhhhh about it! :D !
sorry passersby and others, you might not be able to relate to the content of this blog post as well as the few mentioned above.

Luv Sisters, BB.
my last post for the day, cos i'm really very tired now!
meeting Liping tmr to get my goo and her piercing. and i'm feeling so poor naoszxc. sigh! i think i broke the record. 6 posts WITH photos in 1 day. ____ i'm awesome.

Good nights everyone.
xoxo,
you know you love me



I'll make them good boys go bad. at 8:18 PM

18th Oct o9
because of the cheena woman i mentioned earlier , family and i went out again on Sunday after church (;
during lesson I asked Jo one more time whether tattooing was a sin. she asked why I wanted to know. I was surprised at my own answer, that I wouldn't get a tattoo if it was a sin.
ultimately the answer was no, so.. (: *heeheehee*

after church; parents brought her to mount faber? and like, kent ridge hill. aiya dunno la. all the hills and mountains which aren't mountains anyway. so BB and i had to follow.reluctantly. i walked around in heels. ._. don't try imagining it.

after long, we went to town. finally ):
we hit Ion first, realised that it didn't have anything much. nothing attracted me D:
saw Chris there. zomg!!! so long didn't see him le. he didn't recognise me :\
so we went to wisma. went past this restaurant which seemed to have a really noir ambience, dominated by bluish low-key lighting. The statues which had a striking similarity to greek statues attracted me. but apparently, the name of th restaurant is called Nude.

"hey mum, can we have dinner Nude?" LOL.
but she said she wanted to bring th cheena woman to taste local flavours. so.. eyer.
went to somewhere in Tiong to have dinner.

the food looks abit sick, but tasted not bad actually.
conclusion: BB can really eat.
i couldnt even finish my bowl of rice, yet i think he finished like 2bowls plus mine. ZOMG. and my mum saw me giving him some expression and telling him that he was a pig. best part was that she misunderstood and told him to ignore me, thinking that i was trying to stop him from eating -_-

after that went NUH to visit a relative. BB and I couldn't stand the feeling inside, so toured the place instead ._.

on a random note, my mother told BB to stop talking to me when I call him stupid. LOL -.-
okay next post. omg i feel so sian now.
back hurting like a mutha ____ing bad sunburn.

k.thnx.bai.
xoxo,
you know you love me



at 6:50 PM

17th Oct o9 .
outing w family and BenBen. (; plus some random cheena woman.
actually parents supposed to takecare of th cheena woman cos she's helping my uncle get out of some trouble. so..
aiya she's so extra okay!
Mum.
BenBen. Dad.

after dinner we went to walk around, and it was really early. really long before our trip on the flyer. so they sent us to the VIP lounge.
we booked online for the 930 one. but went on earlier than that.
noob camera w no flash ._.
cocktails.

view from the flyer was not say really amazing. would rather be on the london eye. but it's a good experience (;
IR.
too dark. stupid phone cam :\ *complainssss*

too lazy to elaborate. just that i wore heels that night and was -almost- taller than BenBen.
shall start on the next blog post.

k.thnx.bye.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Spend it all on me baby. at 5:55 PM

16th Oct o9
Armani , bitches.

Spent the day at bugis with jingyi, liping and weiling :] at first wanted to go job hunting but i told liping that i couldnt get a job and bugis was a bad place to job hunt. haha.
so we went shopping instead ;x
bought an eyebrow stud for 23bucks. .___.

Weiling left first to go church and change.
jingyi and liping pei-ed me a little while more till about 5 plus when BenBen came :D
went off to night safari for the halloween event .
sadly no photos :\ cos it was too dark and our cameras were too noob. -.- so any kind soul out there, SPONSOR ME A CAMERA PLOX.

had a late dinner at newyorknewyork w BenBen.
"take what take! EAT LA!"
like pig lor. HEEHEE.
stupid face of mine :\
i sometimes wonder what he's thinking..


luvszxc ,
Zayden .
xoxo,
you know you love me



end of exams. at 5:13 PM

15th Oct o9.
its the end of finals! most fun ; but later learned it should be most painful day.
stayed back for share a thought at first. and wtf. i was given the role of pamela. who the ___ is pamela?! ahahaha.
To rachael yap, rachel goh, alyssa, hongyi: BOOMZ AH, BOOMZ. dk style. LOL. *notice font colour* HAHAHHAA.

chionged home after that and went for Liping's cg's bbq.
met her 3 friends at clementi mrt. at first we went to the bus stop directly opposite the mrt station looking for bus 7. when we were standing there for almost 5 mins, we realised there WASN'T a bus 7. heheheheh liping was so paisehhhhhhhhhh.
she called xinchi and realised we were supposed to go to the interchange instead. apparently XC did mention, just that liping blurblur didnt realise.

took about 15 mins to get there.
heng i knew some people there already ._. ! liping pangsehed me for basketball.
was fun talking to WenQi ,BaoSheng and another guy there. darn i forgot his name, sorry! WeiLing came after that too.
hor.
the culprit.
*standing on the left* :D

on a random note;
i don't believe you could have done that on this day to me. maybe its a good thing you told me but.. you should have known your limits. i dont believe she allowed you to do that either. maybe you're the one who doesn't know what is purity of thought.

lusvzxc ;
Zayden .
xoxo,
you know you love me



photoooos. at 1:22 PM

pictures in totally random order (;
but is worth sharing. heeheeheeeeee.

i was gonna change phone, so Emmy and Afiqah helped slowly rip *ehem* i mean, take off. the jewels. :D ! thanks. but the phone's cover was like. disfigured with scratch marks.

annddeeeeeeehhhhhhhh !
haha he's damn funny.
was choosing tattoo design some time back, and my darling ask me go do that -.-
whole day dunnid sleep or sit down liao LOL.
Darrenrenrenrenrennnnnnnnnn my dearest neighbourrrrr.
promoting lo-fat hi-cal milk. *refer to cup*
these are just random photos. i dont know when all these were taken! ;x
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, October 19, 2009
I'm back. at 11:46 PM

I cant rmb the date. oh dear.
but i rmb LiPing and I went for an "interview" by Create talents at dhoby ghaut. they called us for an interview from 4-5, so we went. my mother was there too o.o
it wasn't really like an interview. it was more of a introduction to the company and what they did.
went for dinner after that.
*yes Annabellaaaa?*

i noticed smth about liping's hair that day which i usually didnt. lol!
i need a camera. ):
curry chicken was nice.
heeheehee. so cute right!
but it looks like the red thing is pushed into a corner and about to get raped by the guy! oh no! O:

just updating cos stanley and a lot others want me to.
and I'm back bitches .___.
more updates tmr.
stay tuned.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, October 12, 2009
at 6:46 PM

Apologetic.


-/pwned.
i hate two faced bastards. (; you know who you are. and thanks. so much.
xoxo,
you know you love me



hees. at 12:42 PM

/- editted aye.
all those people who saw the post, shhhhhhhhhh :X hees.
duwan cause more trouble . all who spammed me on msn, lax.
who still not happy add me up and settle w me. dun behind my back jiao bian mypoisoned-romance@hotmail.com

tag replies

Vivian: sighs .
- cheer up sister (;

JoJo: nanananana ! volleyball one day :D !
- ON! i so long nv play le ):

vynn: LOL SISTER, u bully the guy sial!
- hah! thanks for ytd brother.

kutti siao: hey... whatx up XDDDDD tag tag
- baybehhhhhhhhhhhh ! ceiling. :D

passer: how u find job as freelance model de ? :-)
- Someone approached me at bugis. apparently she was from create talents. she called me up for an "interview" or more like, an introduction to the company and what they do. (:

april: 'thinking that parents are pmsing *****es.' I couldn't agree more.
- :\ oh well, everyone do have their bad days. good luck for the remaining papers alright!

ToFu -: wah , no wonder evrytime sister on msn will so busy de ;x aiyahs stop flirtin arnd !
- EH, I NV FLIRT HOR. haha! popular ma ;x


Luvszxc ;
Zayden.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Saturday, October 10, 2009
at 11:12 PM




next time if any of you see jon parading the streets with penguins and has hitler's moustache, you know why.

no time to blog out recent happenings.

thinking of changing my blog url .
suggestions?
thinking of changing it to whitepaper-hearts.blogspot.com
thinking that i'm ignoring alot of people on msn now while i blog. but heck
thinking of baby.
thinking that parents are pmsing bitches.
thinking that Jon really cheered me up today.
thinking of getting the tattoo asap.
i'm thinking alot of things. but who knows? (;

shunyao says he's tiongxim to me. HAHA.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Tuesday, October 6, 2009
at 6:16 PM

sometimes i wonder whether i'm thinking too much.
you told me you've decided to love me, but why do I keep feeling this insecure? deep inside I wanna put my all into this relationship, but I'm holding back. maybe it was after what you told me yesterday. I'm afraid you're not true. I'm afraid that I'll get hurt in the end like in almost all other relationships. I don't wanna waste my time.
you get what I mean? :\
sometimes i wonder if I even matter.

Zayden.
xoxo,
you know you love me



Monday, October 5, 2009
at 12:53 AM

o5.1o.o9
12:56
Benjamin ,
xoxo,
you know you love me




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